Friend or no friend?

Why should I bother?? Since making such decision is so hard... why keep thinking about it... you know that you can't do anything... letting go is the best things to do... so stop slipping into that zone that you know you will be unhappy... just let the matter rest and stop narrowing yourself and trap yourself in the same maze... you know how to tell people to walk out of the maze.. you should know better that you set the maze up yourself... the person that can walk out... is you.. yourself... so stop walking in and out... let go... just accept that he is your friend.. let nature take its cause... and let the fact sink into your head.... there is no going back... you have alraedy set your mind to be his friend when you decided to help him out that time... so continue focus on that... he is your friend.. he is your friend.... he is your friend... what he said does not affect your decision... you decided to walk back and help him... bear the consequences of its result... you know very well that you can't be with him anymore... what was broken.. takes time to fix it back... you know it right? I know... so move ahead.. focus on your energy to other people... you don't need to share what you wanted to share to him anymore... share with other people... I believe they will too enjoy with you too... it does not mean to stop loving him.. but love him as a friend now... love him as a friend... he is someone who knows you well... a old friend... move on... you can do it.. move on... a past is a past.... a lost is a lost... but it will only make you grow stronger each step you take... so take it... move on...